Twilight

Friday, 26 June 2009

hey all..its been quite a long time since i last blogged eh..1 week i tink..so then..many tings have happened over the week..some impt n some nt so impt..

and one thing tat happened on 26june09 is the demise of michael jackson,the king of pop! he's seriously theee besttt! really..and not forgetting the demise of farrah..she's the one of the original charlie's angels..the original sexy killer fighter secret agent trios..haiz..

it really is a sad day..

and....my mind's kinda blank as for now.

why? i have no idea.lol.

wasted away another day.watch tv.eat.sleep.slack.

nthg more.

bleh bleh bleh.and there's dance as usual tmrw.time to get some stretchy stuff going on.esp since last week din go for dance bt was in KL instead..

haiz.and my tights has a hole! ):

i tink i'd leave it here for now.damn tiring for my fingers to carry on typing..ROFL!
adios then (:

When you can live forever, what do you live for?
yogam crapped @11:25 pm

Friday, 19 June 2009

hello there..now,as i can tell its alr 1.20 plus am..super bored..and besides,cant really get to sleep..its damn warm and im jus nt tired enuf to fall asleep..

btw, am really looking forward to camp nex week..hah! and oh,chee yee's taking our side again..imagine if he's our instructor! OMG!!! HAHAHAHHAHA :p

haiz.and again.i watched a youtube video last nite.abt shawn johnson.and how she was euthanized after breaking her knee at home while practicising on her uneven bars..haiz..poor thing uh! how can they simply put her to sleep?! im really against it..really am..though it'd put an end to her gymnastic career,so wat?! she's still a human and has every right to live on..and besides,she's jus 17..how can they do this?! nonsense sia..really am pissed off and irritated with such nonsense..seriously uh,even if all the wars arnd the world ended and even if we've attained world peace,with this kind of things going on,its still the same...damn irritating..

urgh.

so then.i wonder wats the world coming to.really do.

its been long.real long.i wanna do smthg fun.so im really waiting for the camp.hopefully it doesnt disappoint me.

haiz.haiz.haiz.i tink the boys are out practicising.for some reason,i tink they are.hah.i don ask abt such stuff.jus go out there and strud ur stuff is all i believe in.the process,it doesnt really matter to me. :p

now,im downloading the siragugal song..the one from sarvam..nice..really is..the guy..javed ali..the singer i meant..he's really sung very well..sounds very much lik naresh iyer..

and this weekend,was supposed to go down for a recording at mediacorp.bt unfortunately,cant.and also,shud be heading down to m'sia for the weekend..super last minute..bt yea (:

bleh bleh.super bored.and damn awake i am.

and oh oh! did i mention tat im hooked onto my fav song again? well,yea i noe i have many many many fav song..and one of them would be "yaaro" from chennai 60028..the lyrics are nice.simple. and best of all,the feelings in the song..its veryyyyy NICE! ahah..i rmb nt really listening to the whole song wen watching the movie bt as i was walking arnd the house wen the movie was on..and yea,i fell in love almost instantly with the song with the particular lyric " kokkai polla ottrai kaalil nindraen kanmani"..dunno why bt loved it sooo much..after tat,immediately went to download the song..listened and understood all the lyrics,and the emotions felt in the song are sooo touchy..love it loads! <3

hahahhahaha..im guessing this is all for now..i shall be off..adios!

When you can live forever, what do you live for?
yogam crapped @1:25 am

Monday, 15 June 2009

hey baby hey baby hey~! hahah..yea..so then..todae..argh.stress.stress.stress.all cos of class jersey stuff..nearly died in the process of settling things..so then,finally now everythg is settled.designs.colours.everythg.shud get it on 22june09 at hougang mall. so by then i will be able to collect back the cash from the class and issue out the jerseys on 23june09 wen we return to sch for econs consultation.gawd.stress uh. 26dollars per jersey.and its best price offered cos our class size is extremely small..hopefully they pay me on time if not i will die in my mother's hands..

so then...bleh bleh bleh..

haz alr uploaded the bbq pics..lol..many candid shots uh..bt fun sia..lol..

my fav pic would be this one..

heh..there's yohannis in blue shouting out..and me,there...in army prints..yong bang cooking..calvin oso cooking..lol..as for the rest,they were behind the camera or busy cycling..cam whoring and stuff like tat..hoho..

anyways,am super tired from the dealings todae..my laptop has been lik practically on ever since i woke up and was onli switched off wen i was showering..other dan tat,dei,its been on for lik god knows since wen?! ):

haiz.i need to noe how to manage time.or rather,time management.lol.im terrible at it.and im a horribly good procrastinator.haiz.haiz.haiz.i can jus go shoot myself to death.

im hungry now.having a slight headache.too much mental pressure i guess.esp worse wen the class responds kinda slowly.have to rush ppl.haiz.probably sent out arnd 70msgs todae and made quick calls..lol.

so then,i shall go chill now.watch tv.eat stuff.relax my brain a lil..

adios ppl <3

When you can live forever, what do you live for?
yogam crapped @9:44 pm

Sunday, 14 June 2009

hey all..firslty,im gonna try keep this as short as possible..cos i jus ate my medicine..and im feelins super drowsy..pardon my typo if any.

so then..flashback for a while..to yesterday..

ok then..yesterday..had dance..yea went for it despite straining my lower back..yea..after dance, went to cwp..to buy lunch and fan since its lik damn warm and stuff..was super tired..super super tired..and uhuh,got spotted by somebody all..nvr knew i was so recognisable..and besides, normally alr i don look arnd at ppl near me..somemore,wen i was super tired and zombie-like yesterday,i gt spotted..haiz..

im damn drowsy.

really am.

gosh.

finally sent in the email for the class jersey a few hours ago.the numbers and the names are all settled. 26bux each.hopefully can get the money ready by then..hope to collect it by 23june.really hope to.

anyways,i think i better go rest as for now.cannot take it.

adios amigo.

When you can live forever, what do you live for?
yogam crapped @5:51 pm

Friday, 12 June 2009

hellooo all! :D

todae was a fun day..

wont go into details..

bt had a fun day with my gals (:

so then..check out fb for the pics..its been uploaded into an album..

anyways,ma feet are hurting due to wearing heels always ):

haiz..

and tmrw there's class bbq at ecp :p

hope it goes well..those kids deserve a break from pw..really do..hope they can get a good break from this.. (:

so then..enuf for todae and adios (:

When you can live forever, what do you live for?
yogam crapped @1:11 am

Tuesday, 9 June 2009

hi all.hmm,i realise nowadays,im blogging much earlier uh..

so then..hmm..

im sooo dead bored..and besides,i was forced to get up..slept at 2.30am last nite after watching comedies..and HAD to wake up at 12.30pm.wat nonsense! its lik nt even a proper sleep uh..and now , ma keypad is giving me probs..why oh why! its lik im typing fast as usual bt the words are nt coming out totally..sux la..

anyways, my table's in a mess..horriblemess..haiz....

stupid keypad.

btw,so then. there's this new song from the movie aanandha thaandavam..kalil aadum..its nt bad..quite nice..hehe

bleh bleh..hungry and bored..waiting for lunch..lol..lik some princess rite..bt puhlease,aint no princess.

geesh.my table's too small i tink..my laptop itself covers 1/6 of the space..and the remaining space is taken up by my hp, earpiece, stone-paperweight, loads of stationery and alot more crap..

lol,btw,my mother jus barged into the room and was lik "wat are u doing?!" and im lik "ah!!!!! haha,playing games..lol..and yea,true enuf i was playing waka waka.."

im wanting new shoes.and new clothes.haiz.desires nvr end.unlimited desires. limited resources. scarcity nvr cease to exist.ok,im trashing econs now.miss econs.really do.

my damn keypad is really getting on my nerves..really is..my waka waka jus got ate up by the ghosts ):

im guessing i shud be out on thurs..with the gals..and fridae is class bbq at east coast park..loads to do..and i've finally alr sent out the first draft of the class jersey to cheeyew's email..so she can forward it to her supplier friend..hopefuly all goes well..reallyhope so..and i want it done as soon aspossible and at the same time under the class budget..after the class bbq,the class fund is gonna be empty since the $$$ for the food is gonna come from there..and pall's being a very nice boy by bringing the drinks..and hopefully,can get the rest to bring other stuff lik cutlery..if not mus go buy.. D: ..money flying away~!

and yesterday,all of a sudden my mother was lik saying this saturday we shud lik drive to KL and go batu caves and drive back in the evening..wth..lik sudden decision.super random somemore.i was lik wat?! and my bro was lik WHATTTTT! "i got soccer on sunday" and i had to be an idiot and go " oh,its saturdae tat we're going.ur soccer is sunday wat!" and my mother was lik " ya!!!" and i was lik tinking "did i jus agree and side her ? oh gawd"..bt i don mind..i reallydont..i need a mini getaway..staying in the house being grounded isnt any fun i tell u..

haiz!~!~!~!~%$#&^%$!(&^%%%!!!*&^%#^^*%&#!!!

ok then.enuf for todae.shall keep everything and go watch teeveeeeee :D

BYE PEAPURL! :p

When you can live forever, what do you live for?
yogam crapped @3:20 pm

Monday, 8 June 2009

hey all.

firstly,trust me wen i say i WAS happy all this while wen i woke up uptil jus a few sec ago..a few sec ago,jus plunged into the deep dark realms of tragic sadness..really did..i wonder why..

actually more of i noe why..he din tell me abt that..and its been 3days..and now i noe,and yet i'll jus continue to pretend not to noe..i'll jus continue losing in this battle..wat he says is nice..bt wat he does is nice..and other times isnt..its a continuous battle of his nice traits vs not nice traits outweighing each other.. i wonder why and i wonder how.. i really do..i cant help bt be stuck in this rut..really cant help..i look at him as a ___ and i hope he treats me lik tat too..really do..i don wan any other form of love or some other shit..i don wan some love blooming btwn us..really don wan such bullshit to happen..bt still cant stand the way he is at times..break my heart badly and at the same time,paste it back with soo much love..

i shud jus neglect.i shud jus forgot.i shud jus drown it all.memories they are. bt at the same time,i cant carry on.i shud keep emphasizing tat its a simple relationship.i don wana complicate it. really hate this kind of crap.

anyways,enuf of rambling for one day.i've lost it.time to sober up and get on with life.

When you can live forever, what do you live for?
yogam crapped @2:41 pm

Wednesday, 3 June 2009

hey all..gonna do up an early and quick post..

firstly, i m sooooooo darn damn darn damn ughh, DISGUSTED! damn sick..i read smthg..and its sooo sick..i wonder how ppl think they can be always putting on a mask for the rest of their lives.one mask per person.now,wat bullshit is tat? fakers.

anyways, im awaiting tmrw.really am.

im having a bad headache as for now.why? cos i din sleep a wink last nite.was jus lying there.in the heat. it was onli until 7.30 am till 1.30 pm tat i managed to fall asleep..given a choice i wouldnt have..bt it was all the exhaustion uh..haiz..

im hungry.and oh,mymother cooked mutton..weeee~!

i prefer prawns and crabs though..sotongs are fine too..ok,i jus wanna eat..

im in dire need of some energy booster.really am.

shall get some sorta milkshake or smthg wen im out tmrw.been quite some time since i drank a proper one.vanilla it shall be~!

bleh bleh bleh..lol..jeeva jus asked me when's our class bbq..lol,and yea its scheduled to be nex fri..bt i doubt its stil on..din hear a word abt it..and reminds me,i have to get the class tee done by camp.i really wanna do this.have to.give a class identity.

so then,shall end here for now and grab a few chocs.my stomach's hungry.bye then. <3

When you can live forever, what do you live for?
yogam crapped @8:30 pm

Tuesday, 2 June 2009

hello there.

so now,im posting.todae's almost over in abt 40mins times..

and then,another day has past..got forced outta the bed AGAIN..i cant help it if im a deep sleeper..and my mother was saying,even if some burglar came in i wouldnt noe..cos she went to NTUC came back and went to the market..and wen she was saying, i was lik REALLY UH?WHEN!..and wth..yea..im a terribly heavy sleeper..unless u stand by me,shout or shake me furiously,i will wake up..hoho

and yea,todae was simply another episode of yesterday.more sleeping.more tv.more fantasizing.more playing.and tats abt it.thank god,im going out on thurs.freedom~!

btw,i have no idea how to put up notes on fb..ppl have been tagging me and i appreciate that bt i have no idea how to note stuff on fb..mus learn..

WAKAKA,i've been fantasizing much tat i alr have one item planned up for my 21st bdae party..*secret* aint saying..hehe..its gonna be an entertainment nite i tell ya!

anyways,of late,i am getting this feeling..this weird feeling..im guessing its time for me to pretend the person nvr existed to begin with..afterall,i wasnt the one who started the whole bloody thing..it wasnt me..i've got better things to do and i believe so..hence,i shud jus ignore.noneofmybusiness. yea. no giving way. i cant be bothered. jump off a cliff, get hooked onto drinks, drive urself insane, wadeva.dude,i don give a damn care. why shud i care. who the hell are u to me? someone i consider as a dear close fren? no. kindness begets kindness. show respect to ppl before u expect at least a tinge of it.

so then,not gonna let this bloody idiot spoil my day and days to come. i cant be playing to that idiot's mood tunes. cant believe it tat this idiot is much older dan i am..a few years at least and is still some childish arse..

i love ma close frens and i noe it. the fact tat i care abt them is good enuf for me cos i noe they care equally for me too. im damn glad and thankful to dear LORD for blessing me with such good fwens cos they simply dont jus rock,they're irreplacable! (: i wish i could list all of their names..bt there's jus too many..will list down some for my own sake.. (:

1. ARVIN!!! :D -- no. 1 on my "to-call-wen-emo" list!
2. amerah! (:
3. vaish! (:
4. devu! (:

and many many more..i cant list them all..jus cant..it'll take up pages i tell u..later have prob loading the page..hoho..bt i love them all and tats all i've got to say :D

leave it here for now..adios ppl..

When you can live forever, what do you live for?
yogam crapped @11:18 pm

Monday, 1 June 2009

hello there..and for my 234th post! *clap clap*..

so then..been quite some time since i last posted uh..

and todae's the 1st of june..or rather, lovely first of june..wth.. :p

my day todae was spent : getting forced outta bed, smsing, clearing my paper clutter, watching tv and rotting away..

now tats how i've spent my lovely first of june so far..

last saturday was pradhana vizha..and there came dinesh K. , and naresh iyer for the show..hoho..dinesh K- the handsome rapper dude who can practically rap anythg..aww,he made my heart melt.. (: and naresh iyer, the cute boy with awesome curls..hah,he's sooo nice too..

lol..

had dance on saturday.with onli 5 of us.i tink the rest alr went on hols.

the weather's a killer and staying home is even worse..gotta break free soon!i will say tmrw tmrw bt im darn good at procrastinating and i noe it. :p

so then,i tink i shall leave it here for now..

adios ppl.enjoy the summer heat. :s

When you can live forever, what do you live for?
yogam crapped @7:42 pm